I feel like death is the best way for me to be happy ?

okay. first off, you're fifteen. you have your whole life ahead of you. i've been going through so much lately so i've turned to the school counselor and it's been helping me quite a bit. you shouldn't let anyone take your happiness from you. i know this isn't much to say, but if you ever need to talk, you can just email me. i'm 15 too and i know what it's like to have such a demanding family and stuff. think positive. find some good people that will listen to your problems and who'll always be there for you to vent to. anyways, chin up :) things will get better. just don't kill yourself because i think you're pretty amazing to be able to actually live through all of that. (: